Sunday, April 27, 2014
"And you called me up again just to break me like a promise... So casually cruel in the name of being honest..."
t'was a lyrics from the song All Too Well by Taylor Swift. And i guess that's my favorite part of the song. It's because most of the people always spoke what's on their mind without even realizing it hurt others.
Sometimes you just wish that you could be beautiful like the others. The way they dress, the way they flip their hair, people listen when they talk, and the way they look is just sooo perfect that you can't keep yourself staring at. i know this might sound superb envious and insane cos people have different traits, attitudes and characters. That you have to be contented of what you have and not the things you dont have.
Anyways, all im trying to say is... we're unique in every way. You dont have ro listen to what others says and think. You have to be yourself but sometimes... people aren't aware that their words are like knives. They hurt others even though they didnt mean it. I think the most painful are those verbal words. Because once you said it, it cannot be undone. Its better to be unsaid than to be undone. We have to control ourselves, watch our words and think re-think a thousand times if it doesnt hurt anyone.
Learn to appreciate the things you have, people around you, talent that you can share and NEVER STOP LEARNING.
If other people always being mean to you, prove to them that they are all wrong. Be better and stronger person! If you fall who cares?? All that matters is how you stand in your feet. Time will come when you look back, you'll realize how far you've grown. That those dark days turn into brighter days. Never Ever Ever Give Up! ;)
Say it to yourself like a Mantra!
Wednesday, April 16, 2014
Lately, it feels like i want to write and write.... to relieve the worries and frustration that i'm holding in. It happened a few months ago, i wrote this poem because of my Professor that's getting into my nerve! i was in the situation where i could curse and bury her! BUT of course it all happened in the back of my head. i'm on my way going home and it feels like it was the right time to write and create a poem where i could burst out what's in my head. You know guys, For me, sometimes it's good to stuck in traffic! Know why? it's because i find it that t'was the time where my brain is in state of reverie and having my wild imagination. Of course, for some people it's not good -- and also sometimes it's not good for me too! i got late in school and all -- Anyways, here's my poem dedicated to my Professor :))) Ssshhh!
Your face i don't want to see,
Your voice i don't want to here.
I want to wrap my hands around your neck,
Bury you six feet under the ground.
We did our best for you,
Lack of sleep is the consequence.
But still you didn't let us go,
Where's the justice and freedom?
We couldn't laugh hundred percent,
We couldn't focus on our plate.
Anxiety, agony, you even tore us apart.
Now tell me, how to mend a broken heart?
I was Flabbergasted by the result.
We're not in Russia, and not in Solaire.
How come the Russian Roulette appear?
I even pray every now and then.
When i close my eyes, i see a dark world,
I'm haunted by your shadows and words.
Here's the one thing i assure to you,
Every time we fall, we will rise again!
I don't like to put title on my poem. for me, title is the hardest part to create. 'Cos just by reading the title you can actually analyze what the story was all about and i don't want to give a title where it doesn't fit the story line. So, it's up to the reader what do they think the title that fits the poem.
Hope you like my poem! HA-HA! (n.n)/
Monday, April 14, 2014
"Sometimes life knocks you on your ass, Get up! Get up!! Get up!!! Happiness is not the absence of problems; it's the ability to deal with them..."
-Dr. Steve Maraboli
You know Guys, when i'm in different situation i think my perception in life also changes. I get a chance to see what's the real world. The real world that sometimes can be cruel and sometimes be in your side. But this past few days, i don't think odds are in my favor. I mean, i'm still blessed and thankful for what i have right now but some are not favorable on us. Our plans are sometimes not the way we want it to be happen. I have this quotation in my head right now,it goes like this:
"Life is like a fragile box, we should always handle it with care.."
Sometimes --- no, most of the time --- we became careless on actions and words that we said and done. We're not aware that people around us hurt and sometimes it cause a gap between two people. Why it did came up? Nothing just to relate in my quotation :))) So, as i was saying... Life can be challenging for all of us, but Life is a challenge that we should be proud of. It's something that will mold us into a better and stronger person. I believe, it's better to be Optimistic than to be Realistic and Pessimistic. It gives you hope that there still a good thing that might happen. BUT! don't be too much Positive thinker cos EXPECTATION LEADS TO DISAPPOINTMENT :) Have faith and everything put in the right place! And of course, do your part! Only you have the power to change your attitude and outlook in life towards on what your facing right at this very moment!
KEEP YOUR HEAD HELD HIGH!
Saturday, April 12, 2014
I do not know where to start. I do not know how to construct and formulate words to express this kind of feeling of what I'm going through. I did not write here for a loooong time! and there's so many things happen. I got into college, taking up Bachelor of Science in Industrial Engineering. Honestly, I do not know why I took up that course maybe because i want to be Called an "Engineer" someday! 'm not good at Math and Science, I'm the weakest link and that category but I still enrolled in Engineering Course so I have to strive to the best that I can no matter what! I also got a chance to explore and learn new things in musical instruments like GUITAR! ;)
The reason why I write here is because, I want to share my wild imagination in constructing poems and songs. Here's the poem I made Because of my current problem that I'm facing.
I do not usually put a title. I wrote a poem cos it helps me to ease the worries or other negativity in me and absolutely it works! :) So for now! here's all i got! ^^, Keep Safe Y'all!
The feeling i want to chase
Im holding back my tearsIm started to lose my gripLet go of what happened...I wont ask why, I wont ask howThings never fall in right placePick up the smaller piecesAnd fill what is missing...Little by little, you will growTime will come then you'll seeLooking back all through the yearsIt will only be, a bittersweet memory...